I was finally at exactly 110.. and then I binge omg 4 days of eating nothing and then I binge ;n;

This is getting worse, I feel guilty whenever I eat now.. I weigh myself every morning ugh ; ;” I won’t eat something without checking the calorie count first. I constantly say I’m not hungry when I really reeeally just want to eat my favorite ice cream or something ;~; I’m losing weight slowly but my mom is constantly telling me to eat.. I don’t want to eat, I just feel awful whenever I eat, I want to be skinnier, I want to like my body ; ;

whenever I eat I feel so guilty and ugh this is bad I’ve gotten so self-concious about my body not good not good ;~;”